I hurt my back big time...i have no idea what I did to it but I woke up with it hurting yesterday...and it hurts even more today...i hope nothing to serious is wrong with it....did not do a whole lot today...did some research this morning at the archives and then came to berkeley...was going to go to the library this afternoon but my back was not up for it..i cant twist turn sit or lay on it...plus i feel sick...my back hurting is affecting my mood and attitude...mom and tim are receiving the bulk of it.

yeah tim and i do not have a perfect relationship...we have realized that....we might come across as having one...but we really dont...maybe thats because we hid the impurities or problems well...but you know tim is amazing...he has to be one of the most patient guys ever...and is the best guy ever and yeah i know i am biased...who wouldnt be with a guy like tim..i know girls are jealous cause tim is an amazing guy but i know he only has eyes and feelings for me :)

ny research is going good..im enjoying every moment of it...been reading deportation files...very interesting stuff...but i will write more on that another time